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Friday, March 11, 2005. But i learnt a lesson the hard way. it takes a lot out of a person to control one's emotions. it's such a pity that i don't have the energy to control mine. You can try reading me like an open book. but do you understand what you are reading? Are you reading between the lines as opposed to just having a vague understanding of the words that forms the sentences? Do you comprehend it all? I guess not. i hope not. i don't want you to. Posted by ellie at 3/11/2005 12:15:00 pm.
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Monday, October 27, 2003. When someday i find something that really gives me happiness,. Would i be there to acknowledge it? Posted by ellie at 10/27/2003 01:47:00 pm. It was all in the mind, just an illusion. It was my misfortune to have felt this way. Posted by ellie at 10/27/2003 01:45:00 pm. Wednesday, October 15, 2003. I took three steps back,. And breathed in the air of the past,. Trying to remember how it all really was. I took five steps forward,. Looking at the future,. I took one step forward,.
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Saturday, November 01, 2003. The sun was in it's happiest moods today. Almost oblivious to the humble creatures of mother nature,. It shone with all it's might. The clouds were on our side today. It blocked the rays of Mr Sun. It was almost as though they pitied us. Posted by ellie at 11/01/2003 02:06:00 pm.
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Sunday, December 18, 2005. Posted by ellie at 12/18/2005 10:19:00 pm. Phew it has been a tiring few days since my brother came back. not that i'm complaining of course. just that i could do with a little bit more rest. on the bright side, i get to see BIG, pretty, shiny diamonds! Posted by ellie at 12/18/2005 09:45:00 pm. Tuesday, December 06, 2005. Why is it that things get so complicated. When it doesn't always have to be. When the answer to simplicity. Screams in your face? Why do words hurt so much.
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Saturday, July 17, 2004. The artist picked up a painbrush confidently. And painted a big bright smile on the mask. The artist looked up for a second. And breathes in the air that was deemed fresh. Painfully, as the artist's heart broke into pieces,. The artist looked down at the masterpiece. Little salty droplets found it's place on the disguise,. Scaring the once perfect face with smudges. It was meant to be a happy day the day before. But all this artist could think about is misery.
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005. Lost, yesterday, somewhere between Sunrise and Sunset, two golden hours, each set with sixty diamond minutes. No reward is offered, for they are gone forever.". I guess that is a continuous struggle. dealing with the lost hours between sunrise and sunset. day after day, week after week. we are constantly chasing time. constantly losing. but i guess the fact of the matter is not how much time was spent, but rather how we spent it. Posted by ellie at 6/21/2005 09:27:00 pm.
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Friday, May 27, 2005. It was not easy looking. trying hard not to stare. after all these years. it was unexpected how things. Somehow appear from nowhere. and funny how things work out sometimes. I am not selfish. if i had been, the situation would have been vastly different. but fate. Works quirkily. in their own little quirky world. i still feel it though. it's not a nice emotion. but i guess that why emotions are highly unexplainable. Posted by ellie at 5/27/2005 08:15:00 pm. Monday, May 23, 2005.
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Saturday, August 27, 2005. I came to a realisation. No my sister made me come to a realisation. She's going to leave for dubai early next month. and will only be coming back in time for my brother's wedding. and if we are both right, she'll get married next year too. and if she's going to leave for canada, or get married, whichever comes first, this next two weeks will be the last time she'll be living with mom and dad. the last time we'll be living together. On a lighter note,. Wednesday, August 17, 2005.
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Saturday, February 26, 2005. Nerve-wrecking. uncomfortable. good. lovely. success. blue rose. tiring. I no longer speak. Posted by ellie at 2/26/2005 04:21:00 pm. Tuesday, February 22, 2005. Platonic love. romantic love. one-sided love. self-love. love of gratitude. Posted by ellie at 2/22/2005 01:51:00 pm. Thursday, February 17, 2005. A part of me feels hollow. empty. numb. No reason why i felt such. then again, i seem to cease to feel. no joy. no sorrow. no opinions whatsoever. Sunday, February 06, 2005.
