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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: Blue Day
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Thursday, June 24, 2004. I am feeling quite depressed today. I am not sure why. It was so hard to get out of bed, so hard to go to work, and I was snapping at Jamin-kun. And then just staring gloomily out the window of the bus. The sky is so grey today. The weekend is only one and a half days away. I'll try to live til then. Posted by Crayon @ 9:52 am. Sydney, New South Wales, Australia.
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: Breath Testing and Police
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Monday, June 28, 2004. Breath Testing and Police. Ah, ok. so far so good. That weekend came quickly, and went even quicker. I have to say I hate when this happens. But I didn't think about work once, which is a great thing. Jamin-kun and I drove to Wollongong in my dodgy little white car on Friday night, which rattled along at 80-100km/h all the way there. I got hungry at about 2 o'clock in the aftern...
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: Jamin-kun plays detective
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Monday, June 07, 2004. So this week has been quite quiet. our flatmate was down on the weekend to stay and her friend from Bathurst uni, tried out for Australian Idol.or was it Pop Stars? I cant remember, either way, she didnt get in. oh well. i thought it was a pretty brave thing to do. That TOTALLY freaked me out! Anyway, I feel like I can just talk about all the frustrations and sadnesses I encount...
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: Parties, drunken hazes, compliments on drugs
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Thursday, June 03, 2004. Parties, drunken hazes, compliments on drugs. All is well here. D and L are having a party this Saturday night. I think I will try to talk Jamin-kun into going - he doesnt sound too keen, even though they are his friends! You know, two or three years ago, I remember someone said to be (in a drug induced haze ) God you have cool hair! I was just like *smacks head* "OH GOD!
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: Churches smell like old books
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Tuesday, June 15, 2004. Churches smell like old books. It's one minute to midnight, and I am not sleepy. The TV is stuck on the SBS Channel and is making no sound. The dishwasher is slowly coming to a stop, and the living room is in complete darkness as I sit here typing. Work tomorrow. I'm in trouble. My boss wants to see my at 3:30pm in the board room. How could people miss this place? I went back t...
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: Dreamscapes and Nightmares
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Sunday, July 04, 2004. Last night I woke up crying again - I have done so for the past three or four nights. At 3am I seem to suddenly awaken from deep sleep, gasping and weeping. I have no idea why. It is very disturbing, but usually I am so tired I can't do anything except lie there in the dark, breathing hard, and wondering what it was that made me cry so hard. So, me and my four girlfriends went t...
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: treading water
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Thursday, August 19, 2004. I am not feeling particularly bloggerish lately. I mean, whats the point. I think too many people know who I am now. I'm going to have to start again. This time I'll be more careful. It was better when I was anonymous, unfettered. I was able to write about anything, because I knew there was nothing holding me back. What are you going to do. We’ve worked out we can survive to...
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: Drugs, and why I like them
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Sunday, June 13, 2004. Drugs, and why I like them. When I was 22, I was in Sydney, studying at Uni, and hanging out with a certain "crowd". I remember thinking they were all very cool, I had been introduced to them by my friend from school, Sooshie. We went out to a club called Sublime in the centre of the city - the club has gone now of course, but the memories still linger. The great thing about dru...
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: Yoga and parking cars
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Wednesday, June 09, 2004. Yoga and parking cars. Last night I decided to go to a Yoga class in Mosman, a very posh suburb of Sydney, it's fairly close to where Jamin-kun and I reside. I even asked Jamin-kun if he wanted to come, but of course he looked at me like I'd just asked him to pull out his eyeballs and give them to me. So, needless to say, I went alone. Then I think im as far as I can go, I st...
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon: The Honour of Being Deaf
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The Abysmal Life of Crayon. Experience the joys in the life of jaded Sydney-siders Crayon and Jamin-kun. Friday, June 04, 2004. The Honour of Being Deaf. Just a note here about my deafness, in case you think I am completely deaf all my life etc - I have some residual hearing. So, I can hear very loud music without my hearing aids, and I can understand what people say if they come up and place their mouth over my ear, and speak loudly. Scary, isnt it? A) you are ignoring them. D) just a plain bitch. I hav...