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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy: June 2009
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy. Tuesday, June 2, 2009. Coming back from a long awaited mission. I fear I might be sick, sick of heart and soul. not so much mind. I took 2 months off, because no matter what I felt for 1 of those months, it didn't matter, I couldn't crack a smile, couldn't feel my feet. barely felt my mind. the jumbled jargon I spoke only soothed those who saw me. I trusted what I knew was right and closed out those who didn't care. My mind feels scattered, but that's normal.
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy: December 2008
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy. Tuesday, December 30, 2008. An open letter to 2008. Well, I've known you almost a whole year now (tomorrow marking our anniversary) and I'm ready to move on. You've given me heartache, tears (both sad and happy), headaches a plenty and many many wonderful memories. Although I wouldn't say I hate you, I would say I'm glad to see us moving on. 2009 promises to be nothing but roses comparatively, at least that’s what I’ve already been set up for. Thanks again for a year full o...
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy: November 2008
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy. Monday, November 24, 2008. How crazy can one life feel? Sorry for the lack of ranting, really it's to myself I should apologize. 2008, marks the day I finally feel like some sort of an adult, I guess by 25 this is how I am suppose to feel. with the strength of at least 4 people, my friend and I moved my life into an empty 1 bedroom in oakland. I quickly put together bookshelves and places my life in a certain order. I'm just trying to find peace in the damnedest places.
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy: twisted heart.
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy. Thursday, April 2, 2009. I can't even seem to form words to say good bye, because I hope that I wouldn't have to send them after forming. I can't even write. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy: least we forget you are a martyr
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy. Friday, February 20, 2009. Least we forget you are a martyr. I wouldn't know where to begin even if you told me just to start all over. I miss a beat and every second runs past me like in some sort of foot race. I think I'm losing. but honestly, I can't remember if I entered or not. My dear life, where are you taking me? On which road do we roam? And what can I do to secure that the way we're traveling isn't going to end in a crash landing? Do they even mean anything?
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy: coming back from a long awaited mission
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy. Tuesday, June 2, 2009. Coming back from a long awaited mission. I fear I might be sick, sick of heart and soul. not so much mind. I took 2 months off, because no matter what I felt for 1 of those months, it didn't matter, I couldn't crack a smile, couldn't feel my feet. barely felt my mind. the jumbled jargon I spoke only soothed those who saw me. I trusted what I knew was right and closed out those who didn't care. My mind feels scattered, but that's normal.
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy: pass the poison onto the next victim
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy. Wednesday, March 25, 2009. Pass the poison onto the next victim. I don't even feel like I can write. at least well enough to get what I need to off my chest. lets face it the same thing has been plaguing. Me with nightmares and I can't shake the dreams of the inevitable ending. Fear has a hold. Of things and won't let go. which leaves things in a very odd placement. and I can't even help. I can't even speak because this is all wrong in some aspects. I saw a light at the end...
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy: plagued by intuition only to be lost in this institution
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy. Tuesday, March 3, 2009. Plagued by intuition only to be lost in this institution. The rain is the only thing that seems to be currently consistent. Because the feelings that I'm feeling are always the same but the response to those feelings are nothing but whispers of nothing I want to hear. The forward movement that I keep trying for keeps slipping out from under me, and here I sit. in the dark. not literally, because even my consistencies. What the. fuck. In the fact that...
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy: break down the walls with your destructive thoughts
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I Fear Today I Might Be Crazy. Thursday, March 12, 2009. Break down the walls with your destructive thoughts. I woke up late, as per usual and stumbled to the bathroom to brush my teeth from my head and as I stepped on the cold hard tile, a shiver went down my spine. confusion on my face and thoughts of horror ran through my mind. what is this? It was raining in my bathroom, and it was beautiful outside. or at least I figured it would be if only I could see through walls. You're making me feel crazy.