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Dinner Table Talk... I Think Not
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Dinner Table Talk. I Think Not. We began our Trying to Concieve Journey in 2005- only to discover that this isn't really the kind of thing folks chat about at the dinner table. It isn't the bbts and the days of ovulation that threw everyone off kilter. it was the block fallopian tubes, the IVF process and how many people does it take to make a baby? I lost count of all the people in the room. Thursday, May 01, 2008. So that's it- not a lot happening but I did put the baby's pic in the corner there and I ...
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40 Mournings and Nights: Happy News--For Someone Else
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40 Mournings and Nights. Friday, November 18, 2005. Happy News- For Someone Else. I found out a good friend of mine is pregnant. This is the first close pregnancy since discovering i can never get pregnant. Never, ever. And then you hear about those who can. How do i feel? I dont know. Numb. Disappointed. Saddenned. But right now, i feel that happiness that isnt mine. And it feels like a sad loss to me. Posted by Fertile Soul at 12:08 PM. I started this blog to mourn the loss of our unborn children and g...
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40 Mournings and Nights: Mourning Has Broken
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40 Mournings and Nights. Monday, February 13, 2006. Well, i guess you can say that the mourning is over. I'm no longer mourning the loss of my unborn children, and I no longer suffer from permanent infertility- the two reasons i started this blog. Instead, dh and i have been downgraded to the garden variety infertility and have become residents of ivf nation. In the meantime, I will be starting a new journey at The Fertile Soul. Take care and God bless. Morning has broken, like the first morning. Praise ...
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40 Mournings and Nights: Happy Thanksgiving !#*%&@!^%!*#%**#*!*@
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40 Mournings and Nights. Thursday, November 24, 2005. So, today's Thanksgiving. We're invited to my SIL's. I'm not going. DH is. I just dont wanna. I wanna stay home and have a day off. I dont want to see people. I dont want to make conversation. I dont want to be uncomfortable. What i want to do is have a little quiet time for myself. Relax in peace and quiet. Write. Wax. Do a load or two of laundry. Play with my cats. Watch a movie. Go to bed early. Take care of me. So those are my plans. This was my j...
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40 Mournings and Nights: Procedure Overwhelm
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40 Mournings and Nights. Friday, February 03, 2006. I'm nervous. This procedure is coming up, and i feel all out of sorts. I dont know where to begin. I'm scared (surprise, surprise). I have no friends or family to talk to about this, mostly because they cant relate and usually end up saying something patronizing, which then makes me feel like it's better to have said nothing at all. Do they need to freak us out MORE? I'm scared, but it's so irrational, but i am. And, i dont know why. I guess that's what...
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40 Mournings and Nights: A Date Deferred
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40 Mournings and Nights. Friday, January 13, 2006. The doctor called and said he had to change the date of our appointment. The day we find out whether we will be permitted back onto the ivf rollercoaster is now February 8. I'm so bummed about this. January 27 was too far away. I need to get out of my office and go do some browsing (aka shopping). I'm really disappointed. I feel like i've been holding my breath and i've just been asked to hold it a whole lot longer. I cant wait until this day over. This ...
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Pamplemousse: I Will See You In Far-off Places
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PCOS - check. Infertility - check. IVF - check. 43 years young - check. Sick of babydust - fricking double check. Join a Scottish infertile as she slowly swirls down the plughole. Now with added donor egg flava. Friday, May 28, 2010. I Will See You In Far-off Places. Last published 13 January 2010.poor neglected bloggie! There, there, pat on the head. If you want to meet up with me and some other bloggers past and present in Boston around the weekend of June 18th, then e-mail me. The lovely T. Ive heard ...
