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January | 2008 | Chasing Ashley
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January 10, 2008 at 9:08 pm ( Adoption. There was a weight on me, holding me down. I somehow found myself in the dark, it was dusty, hot and crowded. Slowly, I began to crawl out, careful to not hurt anyone. I could finally feel the sun shining on me, breathing in the fresh air I looked down to see where I have been for so many years. To my horror I realized I have been swept under the rug. I brush the dust off of me and I bent down to lift a corner of the rug. I was never alone! They are told they will ...
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January 10, 2008 at 9:08 pm ( Adoption. There was a weight on me, holding me down. I somehow found myself in the dark, it was dusty, hot and crowded. Slowly, I began to crawl out, careful to not hurt anyone. I could finally feel the sun shining on me, breathing in the fresh air I looked down to see where I have been for so many years. To my horror I realized I have been swept under the rug. I brush the dust off of me and I bent down to lift a corner of the rug. I was never alone! They are told they will ...
The journey begins… | Chasing Ashley
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The journey begins…. April 12, 2008 at 7:33 am ( Adoption. It was Monday, July 25. I held you in my arms for about 3 hours that morning. I can still smell that new baby smell and I can still feel your breath on my neck. I told you how much I love you and how I had no choice but to let you be adopted. I had no support from anyone and you deserved so much more than I could provide you. I didn’t have anyone to help us; I thought we would be destined to live in poverty. I was only 18 years old; an adult deci...
April | 2008 | Chasing Ashley
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The journey begins…. April 12, 2008 at 7:33 am ( Adoption. It was Monday, July 25. I held you in my arms for about 3 hours that morning. I can still smell that new baby smell and I can still feel your breath on my neck. I told you how much I love you and how I had no choice but to let you be adopted. I had no support from anyone and you deserved so much more than I could provide you. I didn’t have anyone to help us; I thought we would be destined to live in poverty. I was only 18 years old; an adult deci...
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Inside A Mother's Heart: September 2007
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Inside A Mother's Heart. My journey as a First Mom and just plain Mom! Saturday, September 29, 2007. Breast Cancer Awareness Month. Here are some great Breast Cancer Websites. Http:/ cms.komen.org/komen/index.htm. Share your stories here:. Educate yourself on this disease, support the mothers, sisters, friends, daughters that this disease affects every year. Also, keep in mind for every 100 women it affects it affects 1 man, we need to find a cure! God Bless you all! Friday, September 28, 2007. Not much ...
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Inside A Mother's Heart: July 2010
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Inside A Mother's Heart. My journey as a First Mom and just plain Mom! Monday, July 19, 2010. It's been a long time. Almost 2 years since I have been here. Life got in the way of me blogging and things aren't any slower now. I need a place to get things out, to remember, to process, to find some help and some support so I come back to the trusty old blog. I know many aren't still around but I sure hope to reconnect with some of my old friends. Glad to be home! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). All About A Girl.
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Inside A Mother's Heart: December 2007
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Inside A Mother's Heart. My journey as a First Mom and just plain Mom! Wednesday, December 26, 2007. Does it mean he "loves" me, maybe not, but it means something, something good and I LOVE it and I love him! I am so blessed this Christmas and I give all the glory to GOD! I feel so complete this year, my children, ALL of my children gave me something special this year. Merry Christmas again everyone! Sunday, December 23, 2007. Thursday, December 13, 2007. I do feel guilty. Why? Tuesday, December 4, 2007.
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Inside A Mother's Heart: March 2008
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Inside A Mother's Heart. My journey as a First Mom and just plain Mom! Sunday, March 30, 2008. Feb 19, my last post, OMG. How does time go so fast? How do I spend so many hours on this computer and yet never seem to make time to blog? I sure hope he isn't taking on that responsibility, but I can understand if he is. F has his first game tomorrow night, he has worked hard. I hope they win! Hope everyone is well! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). All In A Life's Work. You Just Never Know Where Hope Might Take Ya.
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Inside A Mother's Heart: May 2008
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Inside A Mother's Heart. My journey as a First Mom and just plain Mom! Sunday, May 11, 2008. I have waited 17 LONG years for this. I got a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY email from M! There is peace in my heart tonight! I love that kid so much! Happy Mother's Day to you all! So sad that I can't even get it into words. I think there is 1 thing that may make all the difference in how tomorrow goes and how unfair to my children is that? Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). All In A Life's Work. I Should Really Be Working.
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Inside A Mother's Heart: It's October!
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Inside A Mother's Heart. My journey as a First Mom and just plain Mom! Sunday, October 5, 2008. If you know me, you know how dreaded this month has been for 18 years. This year is no different! He will be 18! Where has the time gone? What will this year bring? Will he be more open to contact now? Will things stay exactly as they are? So many questions, so few answers! I just wish we could "connect" and I don't feel like we have. I continue to remind myself of how busy he is, but is he? Still in my bitch ...
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Inside A Mother's Heart: Tomorrow is the Big 18
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Inside A Mother's Heart. My journey as a First Mom and just plain Mom! Wednesday, October 15, 2008. Tomorrow is the Big 18. I just read through my posts from last year and WOW, I was angry! Not only was I angry, I was severly depressed. I have come so far. Yet, I am still not where I want to be. Are we ever? Will I ever feel whole again? My gut feeling is no! I am sitting here reading what I just wrote and it is so ironic to me, would I really want to change the past? October 15, 2008 at 11:56 PM. Hmm, y...
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Inside A Mother's Heart: I have waited 17 LONG years for this............
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Inside A Mother's Heart. My journey as a First Mom and just plain Mom! Sunday, May 11, 2008. I have waited 17 LONG years for this. I got a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY email from M! There is peace in my heart tonight! I love that kid so much! Happy Mother's Day to you all! How completely wonderful for you! This made my day ;). May 11, 2008 at 11:37 PM. Wow Awesome. I'm SOOO happy for you! May 12, 2008 at 12:18 AM. May 12, 2008 at 2:42 PM. So wicked happy for you! May 13, 2008 at 1:59 AM. May 14, 2008 at 12:16 PM.
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Inside A Mother's Heart: Happy Mother's Day
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Inside A Mother's Heart. My journey as a First Mom and just plain Mom! Sunday, May 11, 2008. So sad that I can't even get it into words. I think there is 1 thing that may make all the difference in how tomorrow goes and how unfair to my children is that? I will make an effort to be happy tomorrow, I know how much it means to them. But dammit, it's hard. Love you ( ( HUGS) ). May 11, 2008 at 10:28 AM. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). All In A Life's Work. You Just Never Know Where Hope Might Take Ya.
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Chasing Ashley | A Birthmother in a Closed Adoption surviving an emotionally chaotic journey
The journey begins…. April 12, 2008 at 7:33 am ( Adoption. It was Monday, July 25. I held you in my arms for about 3 hours that morning. I can still smell that new baby smell and I can still feel your breath on my neck. I told you how much I love you and how I had no choice but to let you be adopted. I had no support from anyone and you deserved so much more than I could provide you. I didn’t have anyone to help us; I thought we would be destined to live in poverty. I was only 18 years old; an adult deci...
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Saturday, June 8, 2013. 10 For the first time. Still, it was great to see her again, I missed seeing that face. She's still beautiful. Hey you're. back. You're back! Hi, I guess so, haha,' she said, as she reached in for a hug. A meteorite could have fallen and I wouldn't even have a single care in the world. I've missed you.' I whispered, as I had my arms around her. So what are we now? Remembering everything that happened and her rejecting me. And that was when I woke up. After a while I decided that, ...
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