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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: February 2015
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The art of NO. AFTER THE VERY LAST LIVE SHOW IN SF. It made me want a cup of tea. Due to the fact that i am "such a downer", this thought of. This Is My Life Slash Big Going Away Party was at a level of depressing so deep down in the gorge of abysmal after living here for 20 years, that it was instantly fucking hilarious! I am sure i have never felt so alone in my life, but am weirdly ok with it.it's so.weird. YOU DEALING WITH = THIS. I heard a hipster douchebag walking down the street the other day say ...
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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: January 2015
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EVERYONE GETS A FREE LUNCH. Freedom comes at a cost and i am now paying the price of righteousness. but what are you gonna do? NOT stand by your convictions? During the last 17 years, i've taken all the photographs of his work in the studio, but in the book that is currently being designed by another party, i will receive not a single photo credit, they are all credited to him. The ground has completely shifted beneath our feet. U can call me ph! I have finally understood something about people. So now i...
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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: the art of NO
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The art of NO. AFTER THE VERY LAST LIVE SHOW IN SF. It made me want a cup of tea. Due to the fact that i am "such a downer", this thought of. This Is My Life Slash Big Going Away Party was at a level of depressing so deep down in the gorge of abysmal after living here for 20 years, that it was instantly fucking hilarious! I am sure i have never felt so alone in my life, but am weirdly ok with it.it's so.weird. YOU DEALING WITH = THIS. I heard a hipster douchebag walking down the street the other day say ...
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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: May 2015
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A msg 2 no1. U left this conversation.oh. ok.thanks. The second someone with a thinking brain walks into the room, someone that also seems willing to listen to the avalanche falling out of my mouth, the failing begins. and the longer i go with no contact, the worse those brief episodes of contact with others become. for all the bitching i do about other bitches not having my back, i even threw myself. But everything is difficult. Clearly, this is something that i cannot have or am capable of doing.es...
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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: a msg 2 no1
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A msg 2 no1. U left this conversation.oh. ok.thanks. The second someone with a thinking brain walks into the room, someone that also seems willing to listen to the avalanche falling out of my mouth, the failing begins. and the longer i go with no contact, the worse those brief episodes of contact with others become. for all the bitching i do about other bitches not having my back, i even threw myself. But everything is difficult. Clearly, this is something that i cannot have or am capable of doing.es...
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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: December 2014
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Twas nice to see you people again. Thanks for the invite even tho i no longer work there. Until litigation is over with mute records, and official permission is received from Boyd Rice on the use of his music (from the NON album of the same name) much of the Children of the Black Sun soundtrack has been muted on the youtube film, but here is a nearly hi def version that is hiding on vimeo til then:. U can call me ph! Children of the black sun. Nude krampus and bleeding eyes descending a staircase #2.
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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: PUT EM UP!!!
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Saw this hilarious and inspiring performance by Bridget Everett and Dj Ad Rock on Inside Amy Schumer. And decided to turn it into an mp3. To take on the road with me for those low moments of wondering why I exist - cuz so many of us lacked the presence of that strong woman in our lives to tell us "Fuck Em, Don't Be Ashamed, Be Who You Are! And she would sigh, shooting me a glance of poor me. As if i could do anything about the choices she made in her life. YOU GET WHAT YOU SETTLE FOR. It's taken more tha...
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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: EVERYONE GETS A FREE LUNCH
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EVERYONE GETS A FREE LUNCH. Freedom comes at a cost and i am now paying the price of righteousness. but what are you gonna do? NOT stand by your convictions? During the last 17 years, i've taken all the photographs of his work in the studio, but in the book that is currently being designed by another party, i will receive not a single photo credit, they are all credited to him. The ground has completely shifted beneath our feet. U can call me ph! This box is my virtual personal space. Fingers in thuh pie.
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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: life is hard, then you die. death is hard, then yer born.
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Life is hard, then you die. death is hard, then yer born. I have finally understood something about people. Most of what they say to your face is completely meaningless, especially when it involves some action, or remembering that they said these meaningless words to a person who might be thinking their words were sincere. but they are not. they are just words. So restless, and still confused but strangely calm. Can't leave here soon enough and can't actually afford to go anywhere yet. Life is hard, then...
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U CAN CALL ME PH... a blahg by bitter pie.: March 2015
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Don't Be A Dick. It's always a little bit disappointing when you realize not everyone who is creative also understands the fabric of collective thinking, or gets the theory of Mutual Aid. When the ugly head of possession instead of involvement rears up, it's not only disappointing, it's like a kick in the gut to us sensitive types. I will always choose to know the Truth when it is knowable. But what the fuck can you do? Other than walk away and let go, not much. I like the cold. i like snow. i li...Perha...
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