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My words my stage my epic drama my scripted page. Story of the year. Monday, May 31, 2004. Filed all my stuff today, still got lit though. haiz. Got essays due, gp, italy, ger, donne. SIGH. Spent much of e day tokin on e fone. I miss ur voice. ;p. Newae gettin up at 730 to run tmr, den go bfast. Den needa go for some tok for e volunteer work. N finally CB. haha. Pls lemme hav fun tmr. pls. lemme be myself. Dashboard confessionals hav really nice songs. Go dl trust me. Bryan 1:04 AM comments. Davis n king...
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My words my stage my epic drama my scripted page. Story of the year. Thursday, April 29, 2004. I tink slp n i dun seem to be on gd terms lately. Slp hates me, but i need it desperately. Cos its FUCKIN like 430 am now. n i cant slp. Earlier kept fallin in n outta slp wen i dunwanna slp. On bus back cant slp wen tts e perfect time to catch some zzzs. Slp has become so foreign to me. like a faraway object floating into e abyss. Its eludin me. too far now for me to catch n grab hold. Cheer up k gals? And the...
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My words my stage my epic drama my scripted page. Story of the year. Wednesday, June 30, 2004. The drops of rain they fall all over. This awkward silence makes me crazy. The glow inside burns light upon her. I'll try to kiss you if you let me. This can't be the end). Your vows of silence fall all over. The look in your eyes makes me crazy. I feel the darkness break upon her. I'll take you over if you let me. Tidal waves they rip right through me. Tears from eyes worn cold and sad. Down down down down.
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My words my stage my epic drama my scripted page. Story of the year. Wednesday, July 27, 2005. I was in commandos. i so desperately wanted to get outta there. so determined to go pilots. I got into pilots. i so dreamed n prayed to pass airgradin. i pushed myelf to e limit to pass. Now im in. i wan out. come to tink of it i wldn mind havin stayed on in commandos. Damn it. i guess e sayin is true, e grass is always greener on e other side. Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected. To take a hold of you.
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My words my stage my epic drama my scripted page. Story of the year. Tuesday, August 31, 2004. Im On the Outside. I fell through the ice. She won't be coming back to soon. It never wins to lie. She said you'll never have no rights. I've took it farther on the outside. I've took it nearly to the brink. And if you've seen me on the outside. You would have barely seen me breathe. Funny right here i find myself. Inside a paper cup. Without a warning or a reason it's a treason. You got no right. Adriene is my...
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My words my stage my epic drama my scripted page. Story of the year. Monday, November 21, 2005. I'd Give Up Forever. U noe wad my problem is? Ego some wanna send me to airport, many wanna see me off. But im gg by myself on cab n noone's gonna be there. thou i noe i wish i had pple there. Some male pride thingy rite? Haha sigh. 11 days. fuck its still feels like eternity. Pray for me ok? I'd give up forever to touch u. Cos i noe tt u feel me somehow. Ur e closest to heaven tt ill ever be. Cos ill miss u.
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My words my stage my epic drama my scripted page. Story of the year. Friday, December 31, 2004. Find me here, speak to me. I want to feel you, I need to hear you. You are the light that's leading me to the place. Where I find peace again. You are the strength that keeps me walking. You are the hope that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose. You calm the storms and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands. You won't let me fall. Would you take me in take me deeper now.
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My words my stage my epic drama my scripted page. Story of the year. Thursday, April 28, 2005. Come alive on e driver's side. So close i can taste ur breath. Ur lips go dry but they're swt inside. We could stay here stay here all nite. No one will know us in e moonlite. So kiss me wit ur cherry lipstick. Neva wash u off my face. Bryan 3:56 AM comments. Sunday, April 24, 2005. Enuff said. for once, finally i feel my life headin somewhere. mayb there are miracles. Perhaps army has its benefits. He weighs 7...
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My words my stage my epic drama my scripted page. Story of the year. Sunday, October 24, 2004. I'm coming out of my cage. And I've been doing just fine. Gotta gotta gotta be down. Because I want it all. It started out with a kiss. How did it end up like this. It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss. Now I'm falling asleep. And she's calling a cab. While he's having a smoke. And she's taking a drag. Now they're going to bed. And my stomach is sick. And it's all in my head. But she's touching his-chest.
