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The Journey Begins: Short and not so sweet
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008. Short and not so sweet. Go away flu. Go away sick. Go away puke and puke buckets, and pukey sheets, and pedilite stinky drink. Go away sleeplessness and worry and achiness. Go away wind and cold and and raw chills and shivers. Go away clouds and rain and SNOW. Go away too busy and over scheduled and I need your help and I'm sick too and me too and me too. I've HAD it. You've said your peace and now I've said mine.scram. Short and not so sweet. The Great and Powerful OZ.
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The Journey Begins: 2008
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Friday, August 1, 2008. I am so tired and faded away. I barely know myself again today. Compulsed to investigate and wonder who you are. My fingers are heavy and my eyes blink hard. I bore myself endlessly. And sit motionless for too long. What little I had is now all gone. I don't know where to turn and I can't bare to run. I just want to sleep and let the dreams come back. Be the person I thought I was. Breathe new life into this attack. I am angry and sad and all alone again. Tuesday, July 15, 2008.
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The Journey Begins: August 2008
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Friday, August 1, 2008. I am so tired and faded away. I barely know myself again today. Compulsed to investigate and wonder who you are. My fingers are heavy and my eyes blink hard. I bore myself endlessly. And sit motionless for too long. What little I had is now all gone. I don't know where to turn and I can't bare to run. I just want to sleep and let the dreams come back. Be the person I thought I was. Breathe new life into this attack. I am angry and sad and all alone again. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).
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The Journey Begins: February 2008
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008. The Real Journey Begins. You (meaning me) are disconnected and enamored with yourself. It's all about you and what others do to you but are you willing to look at what you do to others? Perfect, I think not. Patient, no not that either. Engaging, nope keep looking. Selfless.um, negative. Miserable, yup.check that box. And for what? Because I hate my job? PA LEEZE. ok, so I hate my job.did it ever occur to me to look at the other pieces of the pie that I have?
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The Journey Begins: For you...EKL
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Tuesday, April 8, 2008. It was around 11:30pm.Daddy and I were finally sleeping after a few hours of the shakes. We all laughed and were thankful that all of your parts were working! Then I sat in your blue rocking chair, in the very same spot it's in today and rocked you and held you and fed you and burped you and changed your diaper and sang to you and told you stories and kissed you non stop. The weather was warm and sunny and everyone said that you brought the spring. All of my love,. This blog is my...
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The Journey Begins: November 2007
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007. Has anyone seen my will? Apparently something happened after my first child was born. Most people say it's baby, placenta, brain. I think mine went something like baby, placenta, personality. I went to a concert with my husband Sunday night despite having a raging head cold. John Butler Trio (which I highly recommend if you get the chance) but all I could think about were negative things. Will the kids be ok? Will Sky throw up again? Will grandma brush their teeth? What the he...
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The Journey Begins: What happens in the Running Club, stays in the Running Club
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Thursday, March 6, 2008. What happens in the Running Club, stays in the Running Club. So, I joined a Running Club. I choose to use caps when describing the Running Club because to me, it's very important.and the fact that I actually joined and participated, is monumentus. I almost quit right then and there, but they started off and I felt compelled to follow. Plus, one of them had a huge dog with them, I thought, how bad can it be? Do I look like I no longer recognize where I am from? By the end of those...
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The Journey Begins: Devastated
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008. Http:/ www.youtube.com/watch? I think it's time, we give it up. And figure out what's stopping us. From breathing easy, and talking straight. The way is clear if you're ready now. The volunteer is slowing down. And taking time to save himself. The little cracks they escalated. And before you know it is too late. For making circles and telling lies. You're moving too fast for me. And I can't keep up with you. Maybe if you slowed down for me. I could see you're only telling.
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The Journey Begins: August 2007
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Friday, August 10, 2007. An absolutely amazing transformation has happened in my life. I am happy. I am truly at peace with everything in my immediate world. Sure, the cancer is still looming over my father in law.the stroke still paralyzing a good friend, my mom is still lost and sad.but. You won't even believe what the tipping point was for me.I traded in my minivan for a new sleek Jeep Commander V-8 Hemi engine fully loaded gas guzzling TRUCK. I've got my groove back! Tuesday, August 7, 2007. 1 I am a...
