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Perfect and Starving: April 2010
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Thursday, April 29, 2010. Suffice to say I am in 'post-recovery'. I've been through the labyrinth of my eating disorder, taking often meddling turns, and making adverse decisions, ones that got me conditioned and addicted to what I continually did to myself. The only difference in this maze is now I am not in denial of my disorder. Created by Deluxe Templates. View my complete profile. May 13, 2010. 3 eggs, scrambled (210). Amy's Rice Bowl (290). Sidenote: I suck at updating this. That paradox would bein...
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Perfect and Starving: Moving Back
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Wednesday, June 2, 2010. I've decided to go back to my old blog. If you'd like the link please email me at sarahewinchell @ gmail .com. PS; Im now prescribed to topamax! Hi, i live in Italy and lucky for me i learned english in 6 grade. i like your blog its very inspirational. i even started my own blog. please give me support. July 25, 2010 at 12:56 AM. Created by Deluxe Templates. View my complete profile. May 13, 2010. 3 eggs, scrambled (210). Amy's Rice Bowl (290). Sidenote: I suck at updating this.
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Perfect and Starving: Sick of Being Fat
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Friday, May 7, 2010. Sick of Being Fat. So last night we went out to eat. It was my idea. I have these ridiculous, welljustthisonelasttimeillstartnewthisdaybecauseofthisandthat (which I need to STOP doing). And that reason would be that today is payday, and I have money again, which will be buying my groceries. I wont discuss what I ate last night, but it was enough to make me shoot up 4 pounds, which I know arent real. Pounds but still enough to piss me right off. For me, depression feels like, really w...
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Perfect and Starving: First Post
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Thursday, April 29, 2010. Suffice to say I am in 'post-recovery'. I've been through the labyrinth of my eating disorder, taking often meddling turns, and making adverse decisions, ones that got me conditioned and addicted to what I continually did to myself. The only difference in this maze is now I am not in denial of my disorder. May 3, 2010 at 2:16 PM. Created by Deluxe Templates. View my complete profile. May 13, 2010. 3 eggs, scrambled (210). Amy's Rice Bowl (290). Sidenote: I suck at updating this.
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Perfect and Starving: Thoughts Ahead
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Wednesday, May 5, 2010. Staying at a hotel in Time Square! And then their wedding (Dad and her) June 19th, and I have a beautiful brides maids dress. Once I hit 120lbs if not less I'll post a pic in it :). Yeah I totally get the ED perfection thing. There is no such thing as normal. My body has to the perfect way I want it and anything less is hideous. The thinner I get, I dont feel fatter, but I still feel as fat as ever. Its maddening. May 6, 2010 at 4:57 PM. May 7, 2010 at 7:04 AM. May 13, 2010. That ...
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totalconsumption.: This is the last time.
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Sunday, 20 June 2010. This is the last time. Smoked salmon scrambled egg - 180. Yoghurt x 2 - 200. Sandwich, crisps cinnamon roll (mini binge) - 800? Spag bol - 400. I'm not doing this to myself anymore. 7 August 2010 at 19:36. I love tattoes also. :) gahh cinimmon rolls suck. Problem for ME as well :( xoxo. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). This is my blog on the side if you like, my main blog is PROJECT SKINNY. This is the last time. I'm a 20 year old girl who fell in love with science and tattoos.
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Perfect and Starving: Where's my Head?
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Monday, May 3, 2010. I try to think what 'clicked' the first time when I lost those 55lbs. All I remember is my mom moving out, me starting a job that was viewed as a career, and going to school to get my massage license. I remember being busy. Always busy. Working full time and school full time leaves little room for eating and having time to think about food. Since my boyfriend works for a cable company, we have every. Channel. All the movie channels, and half off on pay per view. Mmmhmmmm. May 13, 2010.
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totalconsumption.: April 2010
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Friday, 30 April 2010. 1 WHOLE baguette with mozzarella, sun dried tomatoes and pesto. I just finished it and I hate myself). Wednesday, 28 April 2010. 1 jacket potato, with cheese. 1 hour dog walking. Tuesday, 27 April 2010. 1 yoghurt - 110. 1/2 salad - 200. 1 yoghurt - 110. Small slice of quiche - 200? 15 hour at the gym. Sunday, 25 April 2010. Sausage, egg, beans 1 slice of toast - 300 - 400 cals. Fish fucking fat ass pie - 500 cals. Friday, 23 April 2010. Porridge - 183 cals. Thursday, 22 April 2010.