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suzie zurflu: April 2014
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Monday, April 28, 2014. How to: not be loved. 1-never shower. no deodorant or shampoo or toothbrushes or combs. 2-wear sweats everyday. not the running/yoga outfits because then it gives the facade that you're into exercise. wear the men's $6 sweatpants from Walmart. 4-be a Facebook and texting addict. 5- make Netflix your bible. 6- no make up. 8- cry a lot. 9- eat junk food 24/7. It's 2:19 on a Friday after school. I have no where to be. I have no where to go. Sunday, April 20, 2014. I tried not to thin...
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suzie zurflu: January 2014
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Sunday, January 26, 2014. You gave them to me. You wrapped me up in your strong arms and whispered how great you think i am. you said how grateful you were for me. In the moment i smiled and said you're welcome and i think you are great too. In the moment i felt safe and secure. i didn't want to release you, or more than that. i didn't want you to release me. And you didn't. you squeezed tighter. But then it was over. As i was driving away, i had a smile on my face. i was giddy. Then suddenly a rush.
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suzie zurflu: May 2014
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Monday, May 26, 2014. Let me think about what i'm saying. I'm saying. umm i'm saying that i think. I think that "A Cinderella Story" with Hilary Duff has ruined me. And that high school has failed me. I would always watch it growing up. I always that that because she was Lizzie McGuire and my name was Lizzy that i would be like her (at least in the movie). I also though that high school would be just like the movie too. It hurts that i was so wrong. Everything that i wanted, well just expected. Today i c...
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suzie zurflu: The Brightest Star
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Friday, March 27, 2015. Actually isn't a star. It is a binary star. It is two stars so close to one another that to the naked eye it appears to be one. I want to be a binary star. I want to be so close to someone that we are one. I want to care about someone so much that we are one. I want to love someone so deeply that we are one. I once saw a video where the old woman looked into her husband's eyes for 4 minutes, when asked what she saw she said, "me. I see his love for me.". I want love that is kind.
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suzie zurflu: Blackout
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Monday, May 5, 2014. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Goodness by Lizzy on Grooveshark. I bruise easily, from my legs to my love." -Priscilla Belle. Travel template. Powered by Blogger.
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View of a 18 year old: This is me
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View of a 18 year old. Thursday, April 24, 2014. Hello and Good morning, the sun came up today and i guess that is a good thing. I am stilling breathing so i guess i will chew up my thoughts and spit them out. I am not eloquent. I am just writing. No one will read or hear my words. And no one cares. Face it you are not even listening. Here we are. I am opening my chest to reveal things I have held in. I am alone at the moment when the most people are around me. I am the girl who is misunderstood. I got t...
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View of a 18 year old: June 2014
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View of a 18 year old. Wednesday, June 25, 2014. So this is it. We've finished this first lap of life and the time to enjoy those moments are over. I know we still have summer but for some reason I know this, right now, is my goodbye. Sorry I can't say this to you in person. Thanks for the good and the bad. I will never regret our friendship despite the fact that I regret just about everything else. You're heading off and away. I wish you all the luck in the world. Can you forgive my abruptness? It has b...
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View of a 18 year old: Flying Southward
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View of a 18 year old. Wednesday, March 19, 2014. I am a bird. I am a bird flying southward. I am in a flock of similar birds. We all fly south. I fly south in the hopes that what I find there will be safe and warm. There I hope to find a place among all the other birds. The birds around me are all beautiful and majestic. Some more than others. Colors, there are amazing colors in their wings. They long to spread their wings and show the hidden colors. Colors dull and vibrant and majestic. I am Flly South.
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View of a 18 year old: Storms (Part II of overcome)
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View of a 18 year old. Friday, June 13, 2014. Storms (Part II of overcome). Something is different. Can't you feel it hanging in the air like fine clouds that are quickly developing into a storm. I can feel it sticking to the skin on my cheeks and lips, a ever constant reminder that change and storms are coming. I guess I have already experienced its soft touch for everything around me seems unwelcoming and alien. But was I even there before? Storms are coming, even now it is sprinkling. I feel compl...