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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly: January 2009
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly. Thursday, January 29, 2009. I am smiling at you but you won't smile back. Are you still angry? I am trying to reach but you seem so vague. Should I try harder? I don't know what to ask, what to do, what to say. Won't you help me? We have got this silence to break. I just need it so much. Don't you? Won't you uttered a word,. Won't you talk like we used to? I so hope to be heard,. And I want us to get through. If I only could,. I would have changed everything.
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly: The Final Chapter of Us
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly. Tuesday, August 18, 2009. The Final Chapter of Us. A long distance relationship between me and SN has finally come to an end. 160;7 months 26 days full with happiness, loneliness, and madness. 2 Trips in New Zealand and 1 Trip in Bangkok. Blame no one else but me! I thought I saw a man brought to life. He was warm, he came around like he was dignified. He showed me what it was to cry. Well, you couldn't be that man I adored. But I don't know him anymore. My advic...
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly: March 2009
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly. Wednesday, March 25, 2009. But It's Not Like We Don't Have Any Happy Moment. Apart from the fight / argument we have almost every day, during his visit there're some memorable touchy moments. 1 When we aren't mad at each other, he holds me all night long. He's nothing like my ex who held me just half of the night and sleep in our own way. SN holds me ALL NIGHT. When I turn my back on him, he holds me backward - my favorite kind of hug :D. Just make it quick so th...
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly: Briefly Babbling Vacation
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly. Monday, July 13, 2009. Hello there. my occasional readers. I'm back from my 12-day-vacation in New Zealand. What an amazing holiday! There were so many great things happened in this trip;. I had SN all for myself. 24/7. I got to see snow and played snow fight. (You'll be happy like me when you live in a hot humid country with no snow in the winter). SN finally cooked the food for me - well, I like a guy who knows how to cook. 160;That was totally RUDE! Ugh tha...
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly: December 2008
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly. Saturday, December 27, 2008. Am I Lucky or What? It's been 5 days since I've been in this quiet country - New Zealand. Hate to admit, but yeap I am having the time of my life :-D. Perfect way to end this shit year, aye? SN is SOOOOOO nice. I know I know, I've said it before but well. it's true! If this is a dream, I really don't wanna wake up. Posted by iiizzzeeennn™. Links to this post. Thursday, December 25, 2008. Complications . I hate you. Well at least I tho...
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly: Why?
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly. Wednesday, July 22, 2009. Sometimes I feel like SN is the most sweetest man on earth. And sometimes I feel like SN is so stubborn and he's not even listening to me. I know that no one is perfect and that's exactly why I have to be selfish and choose what's best for myself. Posted by iiizzzeeennn™. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). A Note For Myself. Regarder le Film Shaquille O'Neal Presents: All Star Comedy Jam - Live from Orlando 2012 en Streaming VF.
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly: July 2009
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly. Thursday, July 23, 2009. He said he's very happy tonight. He said he can feel me, in his heart, tonight. He said that he's so in love with me tonight. He said he can feel that I'm really love him tonight. He said many sweetest things I've never heard from him before. But what he doesn't seem to know is that. . I wasn't myself tonight. I tried to be someone else. I tried to be a perfect quite girl who agrees with whatever he says without any questions. 160;and you...
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly: February 2009
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly. Monday, February 23, 2009. Our Little Weekend Routine. And then it's become like a routine. video chatting via MSN on the weekends. SN even got up early, like 4 am in the morning, so he can have this video chat with me. It's not that I don't enjoy that or anything but SN is always headed toward the "sex chat zone" - which I think it's kinda odd. I use webcam because I want to see his face and hear his voice, not to see another person's private body part. One ti...
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly: August 2009
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Don't Expect Love. It Comes Unexpectedly. Tuesday, August 18, 2009. The Final Chapter of Us. A long distance relationship between me and SN has finally come to an end. 160;7 months 26 days full with happiness, loneliness, and madness. 2 Trips in New Zealand and 1 Trip in Bangkok. Blame no one else but me! I thought I saw a man brought to life. He was warm, he came around like he was dignified. He showed me what it was to cry. Well, you couldn't be that man I adored. But I don't know him anymore.
