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Speed of Sound: November 2012
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Thursday, November 8, 2012. Mr Long Locks,. Can I say love-letters are passe? I know I've written my share - which is why this pre-letter disclaimer. This is not. A love-letter. This is a letter to commemorate what almost became a love story. I'll tell you what's a pity though. Knowing this could have turned into something beautiful, and deliberately letting it slip through my fingers - although I know I put an end to things, not you. Mostly. Thursday, November 08, 2012. Links to this post. Endless Rain ...
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Speed of Sound: August 2015
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Friday, August 28, 2015. Thank you, N. He reminds me of scrappy doo. Like a little puppy with all the might in the world. He's ticklish near his neck. He gets lost in a car, looking out at the wonderful sights that he is working very hard to process. He'd be happy with the basic four things: Food, sex, sleep and play. Like literally. Give him a ball, or a bat, and one can leave him alone for hours. What I really want to say is that he is my virtual, emotional and physical home. Thank you, universe. It's ...
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Speed of Sound: March 2013
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Tuesday, March 26, 2013. I must quit you. He walked me to the door, in his bright yellow tshirt. In front of his friends. He kissed me goodbye. I left him after 48 hours of unadulterated indulgence. One that made him "calm" and made me anxious. Did I know that was fabricated? You make me excruciatingly happy". I'm not there yet". I hate it when you flirt with other guys". We'd destroy each other, we're identical". Hold me closer. You know you can.". I don't feel the emotions. This is a bad idea.". I don'...
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Speed of Sound: February 2014
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Tuesday, February 11, 2014. I'm complex, he said. I fell out of love with him, too. And yet, I cannot wrap my fingers around the loss of a toxic presence. 2014 has been great. Some years, you know by January itself that it is going to be great. I've made the right decisions; letting go of people who were only contributing negatively to my life, and focusing on things that mattered (however relative that may sound). Acceptance can be your greatest virtue. Tuesday, February 11, 2014. Links to this post.
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Speed of Sound: It's time
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Friday, August 14, 2015. Building a wall,. Words Words are all I have to be cryptic about. Words are all I have and yet I can't say what's on my mind. Why? Because you'll never get it. I can't say I tried, but I can't say I didn't. But words are what I want to convey to you. Words are what I want to make you see what you're so conviniently delusional about. You'll open your eyes someday. Or maybe I hope you will. My hope may be delusional too, but my feelings are real. I can sleep at night.
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Speed of Sound: December 2012
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Sunday, December 23, 2012. 8216;What is happening to me’, isn’t exactly the clichéd phrase I had in mind. But let’s put it simple and straight – I’m losing my mind. This doesn’t happen often, and it’s mostly a very personal thing. I play this game of snakes and ladders in my head, where the snakes are concepts built up by me, and climbing up a ladder is often 20 times more dramatic than it should be. Let’s keep All in a corner. But please, please let it not be Nothing. Sunday, December 23, 2012.
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Speed of Sound: January 2013
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Thursday, January 3, 2013. Basically, we're all trying to fill a void. Or atleast I am. I don't know how far I'm going to walk with this one, and how many times I'll have to look behind and wonder, "what the fuck was that". But the real question I want to ask me is, "What are you going to once it's full, and you're bored? I'm worried for me. I really, really am. Thursday, January 03, 2013. Links to this post. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). Let's hear what you have to say, first. View my complete profile.
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Speed of Sound
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Wednesday, May 28, 2014. We're just a box of giddy souvenirs, waiting for the big reveal with bated breath. We run our fingers through the nothings, to create patterns with our fickle souls. We're all the kisses put together; lips glued, heart-beat triple and the chance of love kept safely at the climax. When you hold my hand, I urge you to grasp my whole. Take me, surely you can take me. Remix me to fit your jigsaw puzzles. Smell the urgency with which I look into you. Crash into me. I'm waiting.
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Speed of Sound: September 2014
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Tuesday, September 30, 2014. I met my match 2 years ago, and it wasn't fun. It was riddled with hot and cold moods and intimate nights that became mornings with a stranger. He first kissed me at 3 am on a random week night. Are you attracted to me? He asked I nodded. Here, I was setting a standard for the next few months. One in which he was verbose, always ready to talk about hurried, flimsy emotions, and I would weigh my feelings with shrugs, nods and hugs. Tuesday, September 30, 2014. Let's hear what ...
