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Sacred Madness: October 2009
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Saturday, 17 October 2009. Was making diwali sweets today with friends. Endless gossips! Suddenly remembered my childhood diwalis! Depressing picture, isn't it? I definitely am not longing for a diwali with them. But I do miss them and do realize that they loved me and worked really hard to make sure I am ok. I guess we were like strangers who knew each other well. Neither of us never really understood the other. Sunday, 11 October 2009. Coming out is NOT letting others know whom you sleep with. IMO,...
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Sacred Madness: September 2010
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Wednesday, 8 September 2010. Treats me with respect. Gives more than I can ever give him. Sex is at its best pleasant. Is more invested in me than I am in him. When we have a conversation, it's fireworks. Super flaky and immature. Can NEVER settle with me. Already in an "open" relationship. That is the question! Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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A Vertiginous Manifestation of a Stimulating Life
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A Vertiginous Manifestation of a Stimulating Life. Soul Nomad. Epiphany. Sep 2nd, 2008 at 1:15 AM. It hurts to go against the good wishes of your parents. Really hurts! View my Tags page. Powered by LiveJournal.com.
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Am listening to... - A Vertiginous Manifestation of a Stimulating Life
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A Vertiginous Manifestation of a Stimulating Life. Soul Nomad. Epiphany. Sep 18th, 2008 at 5:10 PM. Phir Dekhiye - Rock On. View my Tags page. Powered by LiveJournal.com.
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Sacred Madness: DC
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Monday, 23 November 2009. Got myself depressed doing what I do the best - analyzing the past. Would it have worked if I had not done that? And the answer is "NO! So what is the whole point of contacting him and stressing myself about whether he will reply or not. Either way, I am going to feel shitty. So I pray that I don't do anything stupid to hurt myself. Honestly, I am kind of dreading this trip. Scared that I will have pangs of panic about eternal solitude. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).
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Sacred Madness: Aidan or Big
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Wednesday, 8 September 2010. Treats me with respect. Gives more than I can ever give him. Sex is at its best pleasant. Is more invested in me than I am in him. When we have a conversation, it's fireworks. Super flaky and immature. Can NEVER settle with me. Already in an "open" relationship. That is the question! Darling boy, since you have the option of both, what, really, is the question then? 10 September 2010 at 04:19. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Sacred Madness: March 2010
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Sunday, 14 March 2010. For Bhumika Anand by Emiliana Torrini. It might have been a while. Since you've been loved. Like you should be loved. It might have been a while. Since you've been kissed. Like you should be kissed. In tender loving arms. Might be something you miss. Well summerbreeze is blowing through your window. And summerbreeze is blowing through your hair. And something in your eyes that you cannot disguise. Don't tell me it ain't there. It might have been a while. Since you've been loved.
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Sacred Madness: Feelings
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Monday, 13 December 2010. Nothing more than feelings! Nothing more than feelings! Teardrops falling down on my face;. Trying to forget all my feelings of love. For all my life I'll feel it. I wish I've never seen it. It can't possibly come again. Feelings, again in my heart. Feelings that I've never met you. Feelings that I've never even saw you. I swear I've had them all my life. I wish I've never lived this long. Hope this feeling never comes again. Feelings, like I've never lost you. Here in my arms.
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Sacred Madness: Resolution
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Saturday, 2 January 2010. Well I don't know if I will be able to follow my resolution to the T but I think I can use it atleast as a motivation or something I can try. So here it is! Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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Sacred Madness: Scars
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Monday, 24 May 2010. Not sure what I am feeling. Definitely not something positive. A concoction of anxiety, stress, fear, self defense. May be a tiny sliver of hope even. There are somethings which one has to deal with all by theirselves. Others are just simply not a part of the equation. I couldn't ask for better friends in my life. But there are things that are way too deep, way too minute, way too old that one can't define, explain or identify. It just is. Who is abused when one just plays the victim?