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Illuminating sadness: Being an agoraphobe has it's advantages. Or how to lose friends in 8 months

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Tuesday, October 19, 2010. Being an agoraphobe has it's advantages. Or how to lose friends in 8 months. Again I sit at a loss for words. I've lost my baby and my ability to speak, apparently. Or if they now think I am a total freak. (I am, but that's a different post). I can't talk about how imaginary she feels. Where is the proof that my Daughter existed? It sits in a blue urn. In a box filled with obituaries, and tiny buntings. In my heavy, broken heart. That's all I have. Land of suck and suckier.

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Waiting for my Rainbow: June 2011

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Waiting for my Rainbow. A blog about life, loss, and never giving up hope. Friday, June 24, 2011. That was my fifth day of no spotting in a row. Then on day six, after a strained bowl movement (thank you constipation), I had some more spotting. It was not like the spotting I've had before, that was more pink/red streaked mucous. This time it was a bright red spot of only blood and took a few wipes to clear away. It really had me freaked out! Monday, June 20, 2011. 32 Days of Lovenox. 32 Days of Lovenox.

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Waiting for my Rainbow: Cerclage Placement and Recovery

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Waiting for my Rainbow. A blog about life, loss, and never giving up hope. Tuesday, September 20, 2011. Cerclage Placement and Recovery. The cerclage was a success! I figured I should write an update of how it went and how I'm doing now. And of course there was the added bonus of being stuck on my back, legs spread open and fully exposed to the world to make me feel nice and vulnerable. September 20, 2011 at 10:11 PM. Im so glad to read an update! This post was really interesting to me - Ive always wonde...

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Drew Needs Rest: 5 years

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Life after sweet baby andrew. Thursday, December 18, 2014. I remember so clearly this night 5 years ago. We spent the very last full day of Andrew's life by his side at the hospital. Austin held him for the first time. Sometime that night, we left the hospital and went to Dillard's to buy something nice to wear for his baptism. I kept thinking, "How am I gonna do this? How does a person go to sleep and wake up the next morning knowing the world is going to stop spinning the way it should? Two Pieces of M...

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Remembering Our Cecily: Remembering my Angel, and all the angels

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Saturday, October 15, 2011. Remembering my Angel, and all the angels. Tonight (like every night) I'll be remembering you, my little Cecily. I'll be lighting a candle for you and all the other babies who couldn't stay on earth. And I'll be holding your sister Anna (my rainbow baby) and your brothers David and Erik extra close. My heart hurts for all those who have lost a child, and I thank my Heavenly Father for making it possible for families to be together forever. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom).

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Remembering Our Cecily: November 2010

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Saturday, November 20, 2010. I've known this day was coming, and yet some how is snuck up on me still. I was listening to Christmas songs this afternoon (yes, I know, a little early), when I stumbled across a favorite song with a new meaning. Selections from "You would have loved this" by Cori Connors. The greenery is laid across the mantel. And ornaments are hanging on the tree. And cradled in the windowsill's a candle. A beacon in the night to call you back to me. I know you loved this time of year.

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Remembering Our Cecily: April 2011

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Monday, April 11, 2011. One year today. One year since you slipped away from my body and left your daddy and me broken hearted. My heart has begun to heal, but I am forever changed. I still think of you often, several times every day. I think of how old you would be now, how you would be smiling and laughing and learning to roll over. I miss you so much my little baby. And I long for the day when I can hold you in my arms. But until then, I hope you know you are forever in our hearts. We love you Cecily!

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Remembering Our Cecily: June 2010

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Friday, June 25, 2010. My new favorite quote. Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.". Tuesday, June 22, 2010. I found this quote about rainbow babies:. As we try to conceive our rainbow baby, I just want you to know that you are not forgotten. You are our forever baby. Wednesday, June 16, 2010. The Spirit Giveth Life. 8220;Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows. From the bed of pain, from the pillow wet with the tears of loneliness, we are lifted heave...

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Remembering Our Cecily: May 2010

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Saturday, May 29, 2010. Finding Hope in New Life. One day I found an egg on the ground beneath her nest. I was so sad. Why did she have to lose one of her babies? I peeked in the nest again to see if the other was still there. I was surprised to find three eggs in the nest. I guess she laid more. The next day I found another egg on the ground. The first two eggs didn't hatch. Maybe I'm over-relating, but I felt so sad for Charlotte. She lost her babies before they even hatched. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom).